February 2012
3 posts
Florida!!
So I’m going to Florida with Amanda!!!! Finally, its been a long time coming…like year after year she would ask me to come with her and I was never allowed to…So I’m glad that I finally get to go.
Yay!! Countdown begins.
Sat Feb 11,2012
I know all men aren’t the same but today makes me really reconsider being with someone…like I rather be single for the rest of my life then ever be in the situation that my sister fuking put herself in.
It all started when she decided to marry some man that she had known in Haiti. For those who knew about it we thought he was a pretty descent guy. Almost a year after he entered the...
January 2012
4 posts
Christopher Update
Last time I spoke about him..I was telling you how much I kinda like him….Will I do and I can’t get him out of my mind. Littlle things would remind me of him. Idk why I can’t just move on…like wtf.
What kills me the most is I have a feeling that he kinda liked me too…but I will never know. Why won’t he ask me out??? Isn’t that what guys do when they like...
Tae Bo!!!
Started my work out today thinks to William (my lil bro/ co worker)…I kinda feel it in my shoulder only but I have a feeling tomorrow morning when I wake up…That shit is gonna hurt….But I’m not gonna gove up. I need to motivate myself to do this…I know I can get into a two piece by the end of June!!! #Let Go!!!
Did a 1 hour Workout…Plan to do it again in the...
My GOALS!!!!!
These are just some of the many things I want to accomplish…Trust me this may change!!!
Short Term:
Get another Tattoo
Lose 10-15 pounds (If I could lose more even BETTER)
Get my License my the end of April ( if not by the YEAR)
Save atleast $500 dollars in my APPLE BANK ACCOUNT
Get a Mac or IPad by the end of the Year
Long Term Goals:
Get a CAR
Move out my MOM’s HOUSE by the...
Update from A Year Later...
So after the fight with my Mom, I decided to leave. Don’t worry I didn”t move out I just needed to get away. My life was threatened by her and I didn’t like it. I went to stay with Tatie Gessie for about a moth in half. Things were ok there…..it was alot less stressful but eventually I had to come back home:-(
After being a Nigga in Paris and London, I decided to come back...
November 2011
2 posts
A Year Later!!!
Got into a huge ass fight with my Mother…Tumblr it was bad….like we was about throw hands….its crazy….I never wanted to fight like this…idk how it got like this….she just started hittin me and I lost it… Ofcourse it all went down when she started talking shit about my dad…she knows that’sensitive topic and I feel like she wants me to hate him...
Faith
I’m no Mother Teresa. But boy am I loving God! I love the fact that he has my back. I pray for alot of things and sometimes I may get it and sometimes I don’t. Put itsalways great to know that he is listening. So I know I don’t say this often but thanks God for always having my back.
October 2011
6 posts
Mad, Frustrated, and Sad!!!
Don’t even no where to begin…I always thought my Dad just left because my mom is not the best person to live with…but today I found out how much words can HURT!!! My mother has no filter for her mouth she says whatever she wants not realizing how much it hurts and she doesn’t even realize. Its so hard for me to write this…I honestly wish to never become like...
Amanda
Sooo I had dinner with my best friend Amanda on Saturday and overall it was a pretty good dinner..I think I was the only one that finished my food. OO before I forget her boyfriend Ash and her OTHER best friend was there…yea. I mean we all really clicked which is cool but now she’s planning a vacation??? Omg hope everything goes well. Idk I don’t really like change but I guess I...
WINTER TRIPS!!!!!
Super Excited!!!! I’m GOING TO LONDON AND FRANCE!!!!!!!! AAAAHHHHHHHH I’m soooooo flipping excited. Going with my Sisters(Taina and Evy) and Paul(who I have yet to meet) but Its gonna be a trip of a lifetime. God willing ofcourse!! OOo man I am so glad I got this opportunity. God is Good!!!!
Christopher
Idk if I should be writing about him or not…
What Can I say??? I went to Texas and decided I want to marry a military guy. :-) From what I do know about him…He was in the army and is now attending Mercy College and happen to be in my Homeland Security Class. Idk if he likes me but there is some flirting going on between us…Mostly his flirting with me and I don’t mind at...
September 2011
1 post
Update!!!!
Heyyyy, So where do I begin…I’m done with the crying and arguing. Gladys and I are kind of getting along. I’m speaking to Taina again and I’m no longer dorming. And I’m working at CMOM. Sounds stressful but not at all. I’m adjusting to life at the Manhattan Campus and Jenessa (I never really spoke about her on this but she’s cool people) also goes there so...
May 2011
1 post
Oo Tumblr why am I so Misunderstood….like I do a good thing and I get grief about it…I dont do shit and I get grief about it…I swear people cant make up their mind…its starting to annoy the hell out of me…..like if Ima do something or give you something its out of the kindness of my heart be fuking happy….shit!!!
With that said God I pray for...
April 2011
5 posts
Random Moment(To those who care)
Tryna get out of the gloomy mood cause I might show my blog to a couple…I thank you!!! I am here today because of you…I might not be all together but I find away to smile…
Destiny Cornelius Hodge, I flipping love you…I am so glad I met you and I wish you nothing but success in everything you do….for the little time I have known you…you have been nothing but...
We assume that she was born into a world filled love.
Grew up in a world thinking they will always be here, they gotta be here.
So you start to believe and LOVE..yea that word again…Until one day that love isn’t there anymore….She tries to understand why…why daddy left without her…but then her calls and says,”I love you ” ugh that word love….she...
Lord, please give me the strength to understand the way of others. Please give me the strength to deal with them. Please give me the strength to not want to hurt myself because others do not know that they are or have hurt me in their ways. I am very much different so help me to understand…Pleased Lord help me…I know there are people that have it worse then I do and I pray that they...
Tumblr I went to Bible Study on Wednesday and it was amazing….I cried sooo much it was ridiculous…
That day was crazy….I had so much emotions going on that Bible study was perfect….It made me realize that maybe prayer isnt so bad…I dont have to pray for a car…I should just pray for strength…Bible study taught me to realize that I need God…I need...
Its Never A Right Time To Say Good-bye
Never really opened up bout how I feel about my dad leaving…At first I didnt care much but now its hitting hard…His gone out to leave his own life. Trust, I understand why but I feel like its partially my fault…He was stuck with her because of me..I was born and fuked it all up…God seems like I can’t do shit right…I think what hurts most of all is the fact that...
March 2011
6 posts
Sooo people in Mercy College are sooo freaking stupid…Like really a fuking prank..You had S.W.A.T come to this school for a prank…I hope whoever called 911 gets looked up for falsifying a report….Well got class in the a.m. sooo not looking forward to it..I can’t wait to get the hell out of this place but I dont wanna be home :(
Night Tumblr unless something else happens.
Things were suppose to get alot better after you left….the stressing the late night talking…but instead its alot worse….I feel like i have died and entered hell when I’m home..All she does is talk really loud and insult you and I like your worth nothing…and to me you are worth everything…Don’t get me wrong you have done some bad things but your human and...
I rather die then live…living is just to painful. I’m living in a world where people tend to hurt others. Whether it is intentionally or not…
So my life is starting to get a lot more interesting…Changing my state of mind…I think everyone is out to get me so I’m gonna get the gotters before I get gotten…
Pain…I think certain people deserve it.
I would says that I am a pretty nice person….I treat people with respect…I have never did wrong to someone that hasnt done wrong to me…So for someone to do me wrong is completely unfair…as God is my witness I have done nothing wrong. And today I learned to live and learn…Fuck this nice shit….everytime I’m nice...
Yesterday I was told that I was gonna get a roommate and was kinda excited….Something new in my life then….I the girl knocks on my door and says “Hiii I’m gonna be your roommate so I’m like ook hii…Today find out shes the worst person to live with..OMG whyyyy me….Now I’m fuking pissed like now I wished I believed in Voodooo so I can make her ass...
February 2011
8 posts
What am I in school for??? I was the girl that had my priorities in order. I had a life plan…Mercy for 4 years…..Then become a Paralegal..Work and Law School…and Eventually become a Lawyer…All that sounds great right??? To bad as of today idk wtf I’m in school for I feel like I’m wasting my time…I lost that girl that had a plan….I lost my...
12/30/10 10:46am
I woke up this morning due to a disturbance (my mother). And started playing my iTunes and Beautiful by Eminem came on…I’ve heard this song time and time again, but this time a line stick to me…”I hide behind the tears of a clown”
That line has so much meaning behind it…something I can relate to…That’s exactly how feel…I ‘m always smiling on the outside acting like nothing is wrong…Everything is...
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Best Friends!!!
This weekend has been all about best friends and how we are there for one another…
It all started Last Saturday with Evy, she isn’t only my bestie she is m cousin(literally), my sister from another mister and misses, and most of all the love of my life…She has been apart of my life since I was three years old and honestly nothing can change that…We are thick as thieves and...
Pinkberry
Sooo my friend Loida is addicted to pinkberry she goes there every single day…Last weekend she took me to Pinkberry and it was my first time and I must say I LOOOOVE It!!! Its amazing matter fact we going today right after we get out of class…Can’t wait to go back!!
My favorite flavor so far is Mango…yummy
Mango and Original with Gummy Bears and...
Happy Valentine's Day!!!
Wow I had a pretty good day today….Considering the fact that its Valentine’s Day and I single and all. I thought I would dread going to school cause everyone would be in love and HONESTLY it was like any other day…Phew thank God!!
Although my friend Maria made my day when she told me she bought me a Rose for V-day….I was sooo shocked I wasn’t expecting anything at...
Hey
Sooo I finally made a tumblr….
I have wanted to make a blog for a while now…Lots have happened in my life theses past coupe of months and I wanted to do was write so I guess tumblr give me a chance to do so.