Mad, Frustrated, and Sad!!!
Don’t even no where to begin…I always thought my Dad just left because my mom is not the best person to live with…but today I found out how much words can HURT!!! My mother has no filter for her mouth she says whatever she wants not realizing how much it hurts and she doesn’t even realize. Its so hard for me to write this…I honestly wish to never become like her…Why couldn’t she have a miscarriage. Better yet why was there no condom…I feel like I am worth nothing…That’s what my mother has done to me…She took away someone that I love with all my heart..Don’t get me wrong I love her as well but my Daddy…I need him and her fucking mouth came between us…He left ME because she likes to FUCKING hurt people. What kind of person says such things to someone that loves their kid. Such allegations could put someone in jail hurt their reputations.
What my dad has told me makes me want to hate my mother soooooo fuking much…But I guess I can’t…She is my MOTHER and respect is necessary so I guess I will respect but never forgive her. Its sad because she doesn’t know how to love…she’s been hurt so much and I’m afraid that, that will rub off on me…And I wanna love soo bad.
